Because it's my family. My mess to clean up. I haven't graduated anyone: I don't have any deals in my pocket. But I still have huge problems that need to get fixed and I can't rely on someone else's graduation to do it for me.

Your family was murdered. My family is the one doing the murdering. It's not watching them die, it's killing them myself. You can't compare the two, it's a completely different kind of hurting.