[It never gets easier. Not when you lose something that was a part of yourself.

And he can't help but laugh - and shake his head, agreeing.] Not if it hit me with a buzz bomb. [Just ask Bucky.]

Sort of. It's complicated. [And he will not go into the details on that.] I've made plenty of mistakes. Maybe I just want to make a few of them... better. [Because he's not sure he can ever make them right.]